Insomnia

Well, it's almost 4am and I've been up since 2:45. Now some of you who know me would think that it's because I go to bed early or that jokingly this is my normal time to wake up. Wish that was the case. I'm up because I can't relax and get my mind off of my employment situation. Today will be my last day at the agency as I cannot afford the gas money to keep going and not be paid.
I'm also concerned that I haven't even begun to break down about the whole situation. The only tears that have been shed were when I was writing the email to my father requesting money. Maybe later on today, after I leave...but of course I'll blame it on the fact that I'm so tired.